....WORDLESS....

Is time to leave and let go...

Bye Guys..
I'm sorry to those who care and concern me so much this few weeks.. i'm sorry... Dont worry.. what i promise i will do dao de.. Ah Giirl/XiiaoGiirl Me will be just fine..
Anything you all still can "TRY" to call me.. BUT no promises that can get through me. But text me proberly i will reply de.
GUYS! Thanks for those helping hands,care and concern.. I'm sorry to leave just like that... I really dont bear to leave but for some reasons.. i got to say i really got to go..


~DearDear...
Thanks and sorry... this few weeks i dont have you by my siide i really dont know what will happen... DearDear thanks.. i owe you too much le.. DuiiBuQii.. thanks for Tolerating me, my attitude and everything.. is time for us to take a break.. i'm also very bless that i have kinda friend of you.. what i promised i will do dao de.. i'm sorry cause of me you lose so much thing. waste so much time.. duiibuqii.. i hope you still can sleep alone in de dark without someone beside you with fearless.... MUACKiesS!...

~B.L Miike...
Thanks for de 2boxes of choc! Your Xiiaogiirl me wont forget de.. aloads of things will stay in my heart de... you should know what im saying.. Thanks for everything too. Thanks for keeping de secret for me.. BOOM! VANISHED! GONE! MUACKS!

Together once again...

We are back together...
i still love you...
but everything seems to change alot...
even i myself dont know whats going on..
someone just told me somethings frankly...
tht someone just come straight to de point telling me... do you know you are not really a good girlfriend of mike..
haiis..
but what can i do??
mike lee is kinda guy who is very da nan ren, dont like gf to control.. and not i never say him.. is just tat he will just tell me he cant control.. and he always says beforehand we are together i already know everything le.. yes, i did know le.. i dont expect him to quit immediently but slowly.. first 2months he still know how to control i can say im really glad at that time.. but next 2month everything change... now he just cant control.. everyday is a must for him le.. his current life is kinda work, with friends, computer and lastly then is me.. i dont mind he dont have time cause of work.... but now no... haiis.. even if im at his house sme thing.. friends computer and lastly is me.. by spending for not then 5mins he will go to sleep...
haiis..
i really dont know what to do le..
i dont wana lose this relationship again...
tat is why i kept quiet..
i hope he will go back to de past as how he treat me2months before...

AWAITING FOR DE DAY TO COME...........

This blogg are meant to be for mike's lee..
mike lee has ended this relationship. this blogg will stop right here today the 16th january. although after 12 is our annivesary but is useless for both of us now. i never regret of being with you till today.. sorry for letting you to tolarate me for so long... finally you are back to your own life. nobody will nagg nobody will angry nobody will be protective nobody will chi chu nobody will interrupt and nobody will control you le. you are free.. hope for the rest of the days you can take care of yourself. everything will be smooth for you. take loads of care. remember what you should do what you shouldent le.. if not by 2013 you really cant married to your future gf. there is always someone for you. dont feel ashame to contact me. this is one of the promise i promised you when im not with you yet. i will keep this promise. take loads of cares. dont worry bout me. this will be de last time i cried for you. after today, no more. thanks for everything. thanks for your last baobao your last kissed.

that 3month old xiaowen(eeyore) jiu let him there. he will soon have new companion new mummy.. please keep him. if one day you dont want him you wanna throw away, wanna put in your store room or wanna keep in a box do let me know. i will go and collect him back to my side. thanks. all the best to mike. take good care of your own health.

i shouldent...

i suppose to logged into hubby's facebook to play game... but i accidentally..... pressed inbox.. he and his ex..... did chat inbox when im already with him.. sending regards to his ex parent,cant see her after he left imm ect..... how i feel?? i drop my tear straight after i saw what he sent her... he just cant gave up on her ex.. i kept quiet... what should i do?? i dont know... mentioning good memories in his heart in title... i think i still stand nowhere in his heart... his ex is still in his heart... his ex did went to imm and get a phone from him.... yet i dont know bout it... december sent this mail he is already with me.. and we have been together 3months at that moment.. yet i dont know anything till today.. i really stand nowhere.. now then i realise.... maybe his ex really stands importantly in his heart till now... should i still carry on like that?? i've been very shag very sad in loads of things.. yet today this thing i suddenly realise.. i shouldent have on my com today.. i shouldent logg into his acct today.. is my fault... have already lost my lifes and road.. forget bout it. is my fault. i cant let my bf to love me whole heartedly...

Haiis....

Haiis... Baobeii left me le... just cause of the fact i told him.. is cause of 6-1.... i've already tolerate de"crushcar"and didnt touch le... what he still wants?? when he chicken de shi hou he tell me i also never say anything.. now i tell him bout de 6-1 he jiu disappointed and angry... he said i still can be his baobeii.. but he is not my baobeii anymore... does it make de different?? i dont wanna make things like that... why just cant he understand?? he told me he go put tattoo once he finish putting..... i got say anything mahs?? i didnt say he cant.. is just that he is still in recovering status... then he go put.... but since he got tell me what can i say?? i think this is de last thing he will be telling me le.... very sad..... 2guys in my life for now left 1.... haiss.... who is my hubyhubby.. i hope he wont be de second to leave... what to do?? thats my life.... so many things happen this few weeks when my suay life starts... still carry on........... see how long can this life continues........

now i just hope gary would help me to guide baobeii down de road... i cant say cant scold cant advice him anymore.. so, gary... remember what told you last night... help me to take care of him... thanks gary.. i know gary is always a passer-by of here... so gary, kao ni le... thanks and still thanks.. when go out remember to bring him home on time to let him eat his medicient and drip his eye drops... thanks gary... anything please update me... to me, he is still my baobeii although he dont treat me as his baobeii le...

Hubbyhubby change le... last time once im awake de first msg i saw is yours.. but now no... ibc is de first you visit in your phone.... suan le ba... let things goes like that ba... maybe you are just like that... i cant change you...... i know you are very tired after work everyday... so i wont blame you... jiayou hubbyhubby... soon you will get used to it in HELLOshop...
my heart still didnt change.........................

Haiss..4NOs...

4NOS..

1-No Life
2-No money
3-No job
4-No fun


This is what i encounter this few 2weeks.. damn pissed off to myself.. hais.. while all this things happened... Something happened too! BaobeiiTanTan went into hospital.. hais... Give ppl beat during countdown day.. stupid.. cant even avoid.. After his operation his friend garry which suprisingly my customer in 3mobile accompany me to see baobeii.. hais... when i first saw baobeii... i drop my tear... that guy laying on the bed is not de baobeii whom i knewed.. but after that he said he wanted to smoke... we jiu push him to smoke.. i scolded him for awhile.. that he jiu joke with me let me smile le.... i told him i have been waitting for panda to come to singapore.. now dont need to waste the zoo ticket le.. my baobeiii is a panda liaos.. last night just went to see him again.. he still can joke.. but like 5years old kid.. he is getting better le.. when he laugh like pervert lor.. only right side of his mouth can laugh.. hahas.. so keaii.. Finally fangxing le..


Hubby~Hubby,
thanks for letting me go and peii baobeii for awhile... appricate aloads....
dont worry hubby.. in deardear heart hubbyhubby still stands de largest space de.. deardear is mike's lee de lei.. everyoone knows i'm mike's lee xingfu xiaonuren... hees.... everybody also know i love my hubbyhubby damn loads.. i dont want others to know.. i want hubbyhubby to know also.. but how much i stand in hubbyhubby heart deardear jiu dont know le...:( Actually deardear sometimes still will feel hubbyhubby still misses and love hubbyhubby ex g.f... but.. deardear kept quiet.. to hubbyhubby now maybe miss or love her is useless le cause she is already married and have a happy family.. but somehow.... i dont know.. maybe i think too much ect... sometimes deardear really wants hubbyhubby to say your own feelings and thinking out instead of keeping to yourself...you said before anything bout you yourself i will be de first to know first to understand this is what once you promise me before.. but i knewed you broke it silently..... hais... why firstly i would want hubbyhubby to make this promise?? i want to know more bout hubbyhubby understand more bout hubbyhubby.. as like that time what you told me.. you dont liked to be force on doing anything.. so i kept quiet.... i dont want quarrel.. till now you hasnt tell me your feelings your thinking... everything keep to yourself... and then i learned... i dont know whats going on.. but, still i wanna say is i still love you.....

2010 countdown!!!

Actually nothing much in count-down.. Go count-down with Yandao Sua member..My hubbyhubby, andy, jason, ahboon, dada and that "AhGirl"....


Shaggy.. actually dont feel like going.. but with no choice.... if i dont wanna go they wanna cancel... so i tell andy okie lo... counting -down in Obar.. but we seperated.. me, andy, dada, ahbboon coffee-shop... my hubbyhubby jason and "AhGirl" jiu go into Obar first lo.. nothing much... after that jason came and look for me to explain everything.. but too bad... what he has explain is useless... things has happen.. and i didnt lose in any of the problems applys.. so he just kept quiet and smile at me..


Once i go into Obar the waitress there was like hugging me everybody seems to be so high.. but not me.. cause someone is there.. but luckily she didnt talk to me.. she was like drunk till dont know like what after 2 to 3 glasses... i dont even bother! why must i? frankly i feel like buying sour-plum for her.. but.... after thinking... no point... since she is de one who cause those problems in my last post i stated... so why should i?? so i was playing sicssors paper stone with dada... hahas...8kills from me!! i give dada face then i go de lor... if not i rather spend time with my hubbyhubby jiu can le... somemore kenna pop by de waitress by 3 popping "things" haas... then i sang cong tai bei dao bei jing everybody was like dancing everywhere so high.. cause of someone we have to go off early.. cause she is damn bloody drunk man! but i kept quiet... jiu left...de waitress was so suprise that i go off so early...
After that Yandao Sua andy....

Help Me and my take hubbyhubby pics again!!! YEAH!!!!!

My hubbyhubby smile abitbit fakefake....

A real kiss from bottom of my heart for you hubbyhubby....

Hais.... duibuqi hubby... deardear cant find dao job yet keep onlet you yang me... you work dao so xingku... deardear feel very bad... i've already really try my best to look for job le... i really tried very hard le... deardear never work also very shag... no life no money no fun.. all no.. deardear also dont feel good... not i dont wanna find everyday buy newpaper find le... deardear just feel very nei jiu...:(

Thanks hubby,, i really dont know what will happen if i really lose you... no matter how ai wo as long as you can hao mah??...

.:HUBBYHUBBY~DEARDEAR AI NI:.