Starts To Blogg Agaiin...

14/11/2009

Haiis...

Has xiaowen really came to this world?? i just feel worried, happy and sad..
xiaowen came at the wrong time.. keeping xiaowen will be an very big burden for him.. i dont wish to keep him by my side cause of xiaowen.. i just dont know what should i do.. i know he loves kids alots.. but.. so do i.. hais... i dont wanna see him so xingku.. this few days although he smiles,joke pampered me like de past but....his eyes has betrayed himself.. i dont know what should i do.. keep it? i would like too.. but... i dont keep it im a murderer.. hais.. people want also dont have.. but now i.... keep it or not??

hubby.. let deardear decide ba... but deardear still want to hear hubby de zhen xing hua.. i want to hear what hubby thinks,feel and thoughts... this is what i want from hubby only.. i want hubby to share all this with deardear.. hao mahs??

deardear still loves hubby loads... it hasnt been fade a little bits of for you...


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